Wednesday, 29 April 2009

The Confession




Memandangkan emosi yang agak kurang stabil..
maka mula la nak ngarut banyak2..
bila tgk muka dorang.. mcm kesian sangat..
kerana mommy, dorang jauh daripada atuk nenek
kerana mommy, dorang jauh dr sedara mara
happykah mereka?




























Especially Adam..... tokmi and tok daddy jarang benar dapat jumpa..












macam-macam perasaan bercampur sekarang ni..

apa aku buat neh...... perjuangan hidup?
heh.. ambitious sangat tu term tu.. takla berjuang mana :)

To be honest, for the first time in my life.. i guess this is the most crucial part. So many things to do, so many things to decide, so many things to take into consideration... and of course, sacrifising...

haihhh... mcm tersalah pilih kerjaya pun yer jugak. Adehhlaaa...

but, how long will I survive.. am not that sure. One thing for sure, I have to finish what I've started. Am I happy for that? Again, no abseloute answer....

I miss my mommy... am I making every single person in my family measurable? sometimes, I feel like I am so selfish. Regret. Is there any way out? Mana-mana pun sama jer.. problem tetap akan datang....

Quote from Prof Sazali:
"dunia ni kecik jer...."

what is that supposed to be? bring it on? patient? be matured? What I need is my happiness, happy in my choosen career, my choosen path.......... nyesalnyer tak terima USIM dulu..........

dah terlambat, jgn nak merepek..

dah! bangun!!!

p/s: uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... nak balik! tanak wat PhD dah buleh.............

3 comments:

Muslimah Perth said...

babe...relax la. i guess it's just a thing kot. homesick. ikutkan hati aku pun nak balik........ sabar la ye. memang kesian kat budak2 tuh, jauh dari segala, tapi bukannye lama, jap je, and give a few years diorg balik la....take care:)

Mrs LVoe said...

sis, at least u ade hubby & anak2 gn u.. sha lain lak case.. family ade depan mata but hubby jauh. dgr2 pasnie nk offshore kt obersi.. lagi la sha 'keras'

naza said...

lerr nape tak masuk usim..kan blh jumpe..haha..
btw sabar la byk2..aku ni pun byk dugaannya..dgn tader helper lagi..hubby tak keje..sian gak kt die..so nk tanak kene abiskan jugak..padahal tak further study pun takpe..London punye pasal..haha..
take care ya..c ya..